God, I pray that this man whom I think of constantly would think of me too and want to treat me well as I want to treat him. I feel so much emotion for this man and he still doesn't see me as being worth much because he keeps coming back to me and then breaking my heart. I pray that you look after him, keep him safe, God, but I pray that soon we would talk again, and he would understand how he is hurting me and try not to hurt me again. While he's not here, God, heal me and make my heart so it won't get hurt by him again. I pray he returns to me, God, and this time treats me well. God forgive me for the stupid things I said too, it's just that I get so tongue tied when he talks to me, I pray he understands that I didn't make sense and that what I say in anger isn't how I really feel. God, I pray he be nice to me like he was at the start. Amen